Why do I, feel so high
Then so low in the blink of an eye

Stuck inside, all the time
Tell my bro’s I’m good, what a lie

Try to hide, tears behind
They know I’m not good when I cry

But I know you don’t feel pain when ya die
So tell me why I shouldn’t say goodbye

Feel depressed, need deep rest
I should change but don’t wanna be dressed

Threw a party then ignored all the guests
It was partly ’cause they’re causin’ me stress

Other half because of nauseous effects
Quite funny what bein’ cautious detects

Abused my health givin’ awful defects
No way my body had a chance to protect

Took so many shots that I had to invest
In a bulletproof vest to avoid all the mess

Rip the heart from my chest as the darkness infests
Then I start to inject all the love they surpressed

And I’m willin’ to be givin’ you knowledge and the wisdom
Learnt from livin’ in the system that can trap us in a prison

For extended times all the life that we are missin’
Need to mend the minds of the people who are wishin’

They could end their lives sick of livin’ in depression
Always feelin’ under preassure, happiness cannot be measured

All the love that is sent headin’ your way should be treasured
Any good that you can do in your day is a blessin’

It’s all about positive, negative vibes
Hold onto love and then watch your soul rise

Tell poor lies and ignore your signs
Expect hard times and some more goodbyes

Why do I, feel so high
Then so low in the blink of an eye

Stuck inside, all the time
Tell my bro’s I’m good, what a lie

Try to hide, tears behind
They know I’m not good when I cry

But I know you don’t feel pain when ya die
So tell me why I shouldn’t say goodbye

I’m gonna leave in three, two
One second left then I see, you

Maybe I could hold on ‘n see this through
It was never meant to go wrong, wish I knew

Where exactly my soul went, I feel empty
Love is everywhere but I can’t feel any

Lost all touch but the drugs do plenty
Wanna go back to the place they sent me

Soon as I get sober I’m an emotional rollercoaster
And most of the time I’m gonna ghost ya

But if you spit judgement I will roast ya
I’ll fuck your mum and print a poster

Call my bluff wrong I’ll end up closer
‘Cause I never get tired of playin’ poker

I’ll beat the odds like I’m supposed to
I’m livin’ a life that I win in, used to be so timid

Did a little givin’ n’ it’s makin’ me a killin’
Low lives are gettin’ livid over love that I am bringin’

Sad that their not singin’ but their attitude is mingin’
The alarm bells are ringin’ but they cannot hear a thing n’

I’m the bad guy for pointin’ out the different ways to listen
You’re stuck in the system, I’m out on a mission

I’m not even gonna say goodbye
I’m goin’ missin’

Why do I, feel so high
Then so low in the blink of an eye

Stuck inside, all the time
Tell my bro’s I’m good, what a lie

Try to hide, tears behind
They know I’m not good when I cry

But I know you don’t feel pain when ya die
So tell me why I shouldn’t say goodbye