Voices – XANDA C

Voice here, voice there
Voices everywhere

I’m overwhelmed
Now I’m hearin’ all the noise blare

Hear a quiet sound
Stopped in my tracks, where

The fuck did that come from
I’m really not scared

Cause I’ve had some nightmares
That might give you nightmares

If I shared some stories
You might never be repaired

I’m really not tryna compare
I’m just makin’ you aware

That any hatin’ on me
Ain’t gonna get you anywhere

I’ve felt worthless too ya know, but hey ho
That’s just the way that life goes

Most of us on substances
N’ feelin’ like psycho’s

But just control your psyche
And you will see how life flows

At safety in a lifeboat
Headin’ to the light no

Guidance in sight
Are we driftin’ off course?

Or are we gonna be alright yo
Everybody’s disappeared

In the blink of an eye, woah
-I’m on my own tonight

No shelter or firelight
Fuck it I will be alright

Saw that guy walk through the Amazon
On youtube, he survived

Suck the venom from any bite,
Light a spliff ‘n I’ll be revived

Write a diss when I see replies
Blow a kiss when I see ya wives

Piss myself when I see a knife
Grab a gun n’ I say goodbye, bye, bye

Hi, hi, I’m high
I know, oh, so, you smoke?

Voice here, voice there
Voices everywhere

I’m overwhelmed
Now I’m hearin’ all the noise blare

Hear a quiet sound
Stopped in my tracks, where

The fuck did that come from
I’m really not scared

Cause I’ve had some nightmares
That might give you nightmares

If I shared some stories
You might never be repaired

I’m really not tryna compare
I’m just makin’ you aware

That any hatin’ on me
Ain’t gonna get you anywhere

A voice whispers silently
Excuse me Xanda C

Do you actually
Think you’re good enough musically

But if give up now
I’ll never find out truthfully

If what I followed is true
If what’s meant to be is meant to be

Notified by warnin’ signs
Messages were sent to me

Now I find that most are blind
Were never really meant to see

Said you’ve been in deep water
But never even went to sea

In the concrete jungle so much
You cannot scent a tree

My family tree has struggled to breathe
For a centaury

All undealt with trauma and grief
Yeah, it was sent to me

Now I’ve risen up from beneath
N’ mmm I sense relief

When new information’s retrieved
Then I amend beliefs

You wonder why you’re quickly agin’
Slowly fadin’. wake up ragin’

Never feel amazin’
It’s because your souls disintergratin’

Plus you’re never changin’
But confused at the one place you stayed in

You don’t give more effort than you’re takin’
So goodbye I’m wavin’

Voice here, voice there
Voices everywhere

I’m overwhelmed
Now I’m hearin’ all the noise blare

Hear a quiet sound
Stopped in my tracks, where

The fuck did that come from
I’m really not scared

Cause I’ve had some nightmares
That might give you nightmares

If I shared some stories
You might never be repaired

I’m really not tryna compare
I’m just makin’ you aware

That any hatin’ on me
Ain’t gonna get you anywhere