SINCE THE ARRIVAL OF MY SADNESS
MY HEART BECAME A SPADE
What we saying?
Is there any point praying?
Because life just keeps laying
The same old cards that I’m staying
Away from, won’t play dumb
got dealt wrong, odds felt numb
Never felt strong, but I
had an ace in sleeve
Need to use it eventually
Can’t save it for eternity
Because high stakes what I need
Now my house of cards stands tall
Solid as concrete
Beneath me they crawl in the street
Soul going all in, then the taste of defeat
King on a throne of thorns,
Full of sorrow and storms on repeat
Queens who walk away
make the game incomplete
Its been 7 days without you
Time to erase the week
The last things I saw were her eyes
Before she buried me alive
Wired, still expecting me
to fight on her side
Tired, because of this bitch
but I’ll keep digging out this ditch
Until my light switch needs a stitch
SINCE THE ARRIVAL OF MY SADNESS
MY HEART BECAME A SPADE
So how do I get out the hole I’m in?
The cards I get dealt seem razor thin
But i dont bluff, fold, tear
With this paper skin
I’m trapped behind the bars
But no cage can cling
Still nothing compares to the pain within
Anyway, my sight locked steady,
I don’t shake or spin,
Every shot lands with a laser sting
chaos begins,
when I give her a taste of her own medicine
I’m back now if you’re wondering
Where the danger’s been,
Smile wired sharp taser grin.
Joker in the cut, whole deck going nuts
Poker with the luck, reshuffle her guts
Whilst im stacking chips, wotsits
never stuck
Indica, wake me up sativa, in the blunt
How i roll, give a fuck, I bet my heart once
thought the odds were mine
But it was just an IED
So T-I-M-E to P-O-S-T a B-I-G B-L-I-N-D
Indeed I did, dirty deed, my hands on fire
Sometimes desperations inspire a liar
Every move I make, every card I hold
Life deals pain but I wont fold
Many red hearts buried by those spades
Join the club of diamonds in the dirt
SINCE THE ARRIVAL OF MY SADNESS
MY HEART BECAME A SPADE
SINCE THE ARRIVAL OF MY SADNESS
MY HEART BECAME A SPADE
